Or, how late it is, how late. With hindsight it sounds a bit pretentious to talk about a new ‘writing project’ when what I mean is that I’ve started a new novel. Sorry about that. It’s not even that new since I had the idea for it two years ago.
One of the downsides of writing a regular blog is that it’s all there; the hopes, the dreams, the plans - all laid out and ready to come back to bite you, especially when you realise how much time has gone by. What I hadn’t foreseen, when I originally said I’d started some new work, was that I would then do two rewrites of ‘Fighting the Tide’, turning it from a ‘light lunch’ to the ‘substantial meal’ an agent suggested, and then trimming 10,000 words out of it at the suggestion of an editor. Whilst there’s a danger in chopping and changing, the suggestions I was advised to make made sense and I’m happy with the version that’s out there. It’s now a question of waiting.
I’ve also completed the first year of a Diploma in Creative Writing with the OU and have signed up for the second and final year. What the course has done for me is to push me way outside my comfort zone and prove to me that I can produce good work even when the subject doesn’t especially inspire me or is so difficult that I want to walk away from it. By sticking with it I’ve produced all kinds of material; short stories, poetry, some life writing and surprised myself with the results.
I suppose what that demonstrates is that it’s not really about the initial spark for a piece of writing, but the keeping going. I don’t really have any problem thinking about what to write - ideas just arrive - the hardest part is choosing one and sticking with it. That’s not to say you should just start any old thing because if you don’t care about it you won’t want to write 100,000 words about it.
In October I’ll be back on my course and, no doubt, drawing on dark and difficult stuff and stretching myself again. But, until then, rather than agonising over which idea might be ‘best’, or trying to second guess what the market wants, I’ve decided to have some fun. I’ve launched into ‘Make, Do and Mend’, a novel with two female leads, Coralie, who makes green oak garden furniture, and Alys, who owns a small garden centre. It’s about making mistakes, doing something else and mending in the process. I’m going to see how far I can get by October. For now, it starts like this...
Chapter One.
Things to do in June.
That’ll be the one that got away then, thought Coralie Dempsey as the bride faltered in her progression down the aisle to cast a doe-eyed and melting glance at the man at the end of the row. Coralie didn’t know the bride; she didn’t know the groom either. Attending the wedding of a couple she’d met only fleetingly wasn’t high on her ‘to do’ list. She was only there because the bride’s proud parents had insisted and declining their invitation would have been hurtful after all their kindness.
Being tucked away beneath a leaded clear-glass window at the back of the church suited Coralie just fine. But if the man at the other end of the pew had also been hoping to avoid drawing attention to himself, his plan had backfired the minute the bride had her moment of doubt right beside him. Square-shouldered and stubble-jawed with the kind of rugged good looks that would have made every Brontë hero seem positively girly, he looked as if he’d had every woman in the church – except, possibly, the vicar.
© Christine Stovell
Stop press!
Oh feck! The postman has just delivered a rejected short story. Well that's ruined the good mood! Bum and ten bums in a row!
Stop press 2!!
Oh feck!! What is this? National reject Chris day!! I've just had another short story rejected by email... do you think I should step away from the short stories now? No, it's all right. You don't need to say anything!
Paiting is 'Camaes Head' by Tom Tomos
Comments
You're so right too. Ideas are the easy bit. Slogging to the end is a different story.
plenty of BUMS flying your way about short story. Short stories are pants (possibly round bums), avoid them, stick with the novels.
It must be so hard picking yourself up, dusting yourself off and starting again after a rejection - persistence and resiliance is half the battle (thus speaks one who invariably skulks away at the first hurdle of disappointment). The other half, I'm sure is won already. You're a shit-hot writer with gimlet-eyed skills of observation and your own distinctive and very engaging voice. I for one can't wait to see your stories in print, I just wish they'd hurry up and get on with it. No, I don't think you can second-guess the market or what the current fashion in publishing is looking for. I believe you can only really write for writing's sake and write about what you love and what's true for you.
Sorry, I've gone on far too long. What I really wanted to say was please don't be discouraged - you're an inspiration to us all.
Milla, tapping foot here, we know you can write so just apply your bum to the seat, will you, and stay there for 100,000 words (easy, eh!).
LBD, what can I say? You have brought tears to my eyes, dear heart, and very probably prevented me from sulking on the Pillow of Doom for the entire afternoon. I am now going to do some work on 'MDM' and will not peep at this blog until I've written 300 words. (Gulp! I may be gone some time...)
Edward, thank you and that's a very kind thing to say given that the snippet is probably not your bag at all!
Do keep going and send that rejected material out to someone else.
FP. Have taken your advice. Hic! We will get there!
Debs, only another 95,000 to go! I'm hoping to be as productive as you are in your shed!
Or maybe, do leave us yearning a bit longer, while you figure out which bit to show us next. Just hints, mind you, don't show us too much!
You write wonderfully, and I know that we will be seeing a publication.
xo
(())s on the r's. had one this week too but look at them as stepping stones.
lx
Hugs on the passes
xxPat
Sorry about the rejection - BUM!
:-)
Great blog title too.
Remember, keep moving forward.
Helen
Straight From Hel
Liz, yes you're so right - but sometimes the Rs feel like 'always the bridesmaid...'! Oh well, onwards!
gaelikaa, welcome and thank you for your encouragement. I enjoyed visiting your blog too.
Pat, you've made me laugh! I hope I will at least get some sort of of 'dirty draft' down by October - at least it will be something to work with then. I'm glad you liked it!
Amanda, thanks - I'm really pleased to hear that about A363. Some of the students comments have been mixed, but then some of the comments on A215 were a bit negative and I've got so much from that. Good luck with the final assessment.
Elizabethm, I actually got tears in my eyes when I read LBD's comments as I'd just got past the shock/anger part of the cycle to the feeling rather sorry for myself. Milla's comments, after I posted news of the first r, and then LBD's really turned the day round for me. Thank you to you, and everyone else who's been kind enough to stop and say a few nice things - it truly takes the sting out of it!
Hello and welcome Helen (fellow ginger, Rose and I salute you!). I will take your advice and send the work out again rather than being tempted, as I was, to chuck in the 'coffin' drawer where neither story would ever see the light of day again. The nudge will help me to keep moving forwards - thank you for taking the time to comment.
Tam, thank you! I have to keep going to be a real writer like you! (Although I don't think I'd like to be braving the classrooms so I'll be sticking with adult fiction!)
Glad to see you are going on with the next course - I shall be plying with paints for a while I reckon.
Keep at it, nil desperandum...
SBS, fortunately it wasn't FTT - that's still out there. Phew!
Cait, OU course was very worthwhile (even without know what my final mark is!.
I would def like to read more.....
CKx